Archive for December, 2009

Why?

Whenever I feel so problematic with everything around me, I will ask God of why He chose me to be alive! You know I am only human and this is one of my confusions in life. Supposedly, I have my eldest brother in which I didn’t see because he left me when he was 1 year and 3 months and I was still in the womb of my mama. Also, I supposedly have younger twin brothers in which I wasn’t able to see because I was still so small that time and the hospital would not permit me to visit them in the NICU. If the three of them were here, I guess, they can do three different things to help my family. But why I am left behind?