Despite of those hardships

D**** it! I’m having a hard time making this thing. Sigh! When there are lots of hatreds in my heart my mind can’t function well. Too bad! Wish these negative thoughts that I have right now will go away instantly. It’s just so hard to experience hardships at a younger age that memories will always come back to me. And yes, I have lots of hatred with those people who mistreated me and my family. Despite of that, I’m still thankful that my life and my family’s life right now are quite okay compared to those days when I was young. THANKS GOD!